hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

i hate school. fml today.
first was geography. bored the whole period
then it was religion. boreder the whole period.
then it was math. so ms. fucking arab bitch teacher says we have a test. so im like whatever, i obviously didnt study. but then she tells us that instead of having the class at 3a and 3c, with 3b lunch, we have to have c lunch cause the test is too long and we arent going to finish it. so i was pissed cause like none of the other classes do that, so i do my test and im finished the entire thing BEFORE 3B EVEN STARTS and she doesnt let anyone leave the class untill like 12:10 and i was done at like 11:20. so i sat there and did nothing for like an hour.
then at like 11:50, everyone was done and bored so we were talking, and she like shrieked at us in her fking annoying voice and arab accent that we can't talk during a test. and EVERYONE was done. wtfffff.
so then i had c lunch with amanda ruffffin, who is the only person i actually like in that entire class lmfao. cause like only seniors have c lunch and im not about to like moss with some random grade twelves.
so i was like whatever, i love amanda, but her friends are annoying.
but it turned out being okay.
and then it was science and we learned the particle theory and then i went home :)

and now i have a headache.
fini.