hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

the handicapped blue people who worship trees kay so im like really bored, so im gonna blog.
i have a shit load of homework which im most likely not gonna do.
and i have to do some article shit for science which i forgot at school...

alright so today is saturday. right now im sitting on the floor with a laptop, in my sweatpants, hair tied, chillin with no make up on :)
my bum hurts though cause its apperently boney and the floor is hard. i will now venture to my bed.
k im all good now.

so i saw avatar the other day. everyones like freaking out about it, saying its the best movie they've ever seen, and how they made like soo much money off it...
i thought it was kinda dumb.
its about these scientists and some handicapped guy in a wheelchair, and they go into these little bed-type-things and they turn into blue people and go to some different world
and then that guy in the wheelchair whos actually a blue person now meets some blue chick and they like fall in love
and then the humans for some reason wanna blow up some tree that the blue people like.
and then theres this huge war between the normal people and the blue people which lasted like an hour and a half.
the end.
i was like, why did i pay money to see this.

oh look, its dinner time. nom nom nom.