hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

i don't want a romeo. Holy Saint Francis, what a change is here!
Is Rosaline, whom thou didst love so dear,
So soon forsaken? Young men's love then lies
Not truly in their hearts, but in their eyes.
Jesu Maria, what a deal of brine
Hath wash'd thy sallow cheeks for Rosaline!
How much salt water thrown away in waste,
To season love, that of it doth not taste!
The sun not yet thy sighs from heaven clears,
Thy old groans ring yet in my ancient ears;
Lo, here upon thy cheek the stain doth sit
Of an old tear that is not wash'd off yet:
If e'er thou wast thyself and these woes thine,
Thou and these woes were all for Rosaline:
And art thou changed? pronounce this sentence then,
Women may fall, when there's no strength in men.
- Friar Lawrence , Romeo and Juliet

alright so you probably can't understand this so im gonna explain it.
Romeo said that he loved Rosaline. he talked about her like she was everything. he talked about how much he loved her, and cried when she was gone. now Romeo asks Friar Lawrence if he will marry him and Juliet, and talks about how much he loves Juliet.
" Young men's love now lies not truly in their hearts, but in their eyes "
hes saying that Romeo doesn't LOVE Juliet, or Rosaline. he just likes the way they look. i mean, how can you love someone you just met? Romeo barely knows Juliet. he's only talked to her once before, and he asks her to marry him. and he apperently just got over Rosaline, so how can he love someone so quickly? Romeo just bases his love on what a girl looks like. if Juliet didn't look good, Romeo would have never 'loved' her.
and "women may fall, when there's no strength in men".

this is why we get hurt. because we meet some guy and think he's our Romeo, but he ends up only liking us because we look good. or better yet, the guy we actually love goes for the girl that he thinks is the hottest. personality doesnt count. not in this world.
so just because we dont have playboy bunny looks, and we wont drop to our knees for you any time you want a little action, Romeo decides to go for someone a little hotter, like Juliet.