hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

fuck you; just saying. all she wanted was to be friends forever. is that considered shit talking? no. you're fucking brilliant. everybody said she shouldnt fall for you, and guess what? you proved them all right. great job jumping from girl to girl like that. she went through all that drama because she liked you, and this is how you pay her back? yeah , nice.

"ye i know ive got a reputation..im not a bad guy, just made bad mistakes, ive been wit the wrong girls..some of dem.. but u believe watchu want thts the truth. well like ive been wit the wrong girls, going too fasst and shit, and i wanna be with a girl tht respects me.. i wana be wit yuh, rly but ive jus been confused and like i duno i jus like tlkin to yu and everything and like yur reallyperfect. to me, i dunno its jus i feel gud wit yu, "

B U L L S H I T . so now you start sending her bestfriend the same kind of texts? oooh you're the shit now. she thought maybe you had changed? maybe you HAD been with the wrong girls? she gave you a chance, and you just throw it away. nice. every girl you've been with has been the same. you just throw her away to go chase the next girl. oh, okay, and now you say that she's not letting you and her friend be together? KAY NO. all she said was that she never wants to lose her best friend. what kind of fucked up world do you live in where thats considered shit talking, and not letting people be together? shes clearly upset, but shes not the person to ruin someones relationship. you've got a bad rep, man, and every girl knows it.
fuck off. kthanks.