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hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

Sep 18, 2009
4:33 PM

bullshit.

alright so, we've been through this. you're moving?

b u l l s h i t .

so we knew you were like this from the start. ~~excuses~~ not to see her. ~~excuses~~ not to talk to her. and now ~~excuses~~ to break up with her? what did she even do? does she deserve to be lied to? i dont think so.

she thought you were a good guy, but she didnt know why you were suddenly being weird. how you could never do anything with her, or see her at all. but she stayed with you anyway cause she loved you.

then you dump her cause you're "moving to BC"? yeah right. we're not stupid.

you were saying you're moving in three days. yeah. that was THREE DAYS AGO, and you're still updating your facebook, and seeing your friends.

we've talked to your friends too. you never said anything to them about moving?

did she honestly deserve that? she never did anything wrong. she treated you like you were fucking jesus christ. like i get it's hard to break up with someone, but it hurts them a lot more if you lie to them, then just being straight up.

"i've lost feelings." thats what you should have said. it wouldnt have made a huge difference at the time; she'd still be upset, but now that she knows you lied to her, she's starting to regret.

so in other words, you screwed over big time. have fun trying to find another girl, because i guarentree no one will ever love you as much as she did ♥.