hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

<3 i did one of those pointless quizzes on facebook, and this result made my day.

You are a fierce friend. You care for others as if they were your own. You care deeply for everyone. You befriend people because you trust everyone. Your care exceeds everything. What ever your friends ask for, you get for them. Even if they've betrayed you before, you will still hold them close. You've been through ups and downs with every single one of your friends, and they understand you. You believe that there is strength in numbers, and you can't go through it all on your own. Your friends are what keep you going.



HAYTHERE. YOU'RE HOT,

JUST SAYING :)



that was short..

in other words, dont piss me off. (Y) a copy of the message i sent him .

alright, so you're fucking moving? yeah right, bullshit. i KNEW you werent the best guy for her to go for, and she should have fucking seen this coming, since you were flirting with her while you had your old girlfriend.. so first of all , you never wanted to see her when you "werent allowed" . yeah fucking right. its not like you made a fucking effort at all anyway. we all noticed you were being weird but she stayed with you CAUSE SHE LOVED YOU THAT FUCKING MUCH. so then you fucking breakup with her, which im obv not gonna go off about cause im not saying youre a bad person cause you lost feelings but TO TELL HER YOU'RE MOVING, AND THAT YOU STILL LOVE HER JUST TO THROW HER ASIDE TO GET ANOTHER GIRL ?! KAY NO. no wonder your old girlfriend got her new boyfriend to beat you up, and no wonder no one at your school likes you. you fucking deserved it. i guess its good now that she finally KNOWS you're a DOUCHE BAG. DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW UPSET SHE IS ?! like it would be one thing to be like "oh i lost feelings" but to LIE to her, and say you still love her? K NO.
you're a fucking jackass.
i feel sorry for this new girl you're onto.
i hope you die.
KTHANKS . (Y)

bullshit.

dangerous.



back to school, already? the older students at iona are some of the scariest human beings i have ever seen in my life. they're all like 6 feet tall, have facial hair, dont shower, and shout "MINOR NINER!" at me, and shove past. i dont really get how like every girl in grades 10-12 decides to like talk shit about the grade nines, when none of them have ever spoke to any of us.

but whatever, i dont really care. the first week of highschool is over, and i've come to the conclusion that i love the bus, drama, and lunch. and yeah thats about it. i hate all my other subjects. my com tech teacher smells, my english teacher's always like, about to beat us, and my french teacher seems like the molester type.

just thought i'd throw that out there. ♥

fuck you; just saying. all she wanted was to be friends forever. is that considered shit talking? no. you're fucking brilliant. everybody said she shouldnt fall for you, and guess what? you proved them all right. great job jumping from girl to girl like that. she went through all that drama because she liked you, and this is how you pay her back? yeah , nice.

"ye i know ive got a reputation..im not a bad guy, just made bad mistakes, ive been wit the wrong girls..some of dem.. but u believe watchu want thts the truth. well like ive been wit the wrong girls, going too fasst and shit, and i wanna be with a girl tht respects me.. i wana be wit yuh, rly but ive jus been confused and like i duno i jus like tlkin to yu and everything and like yur reallyperfect. to me, i dunno its jus i feel gud wit yu, "

B U L L S H I T . so now you start sending her bestfriend the same kind of texts? oooh you're the shit now. she thought maybe you had changed? maybe you HAD been with the wrong girls? she gave you a chance, and you just throw it away. nice. every girl you've been with has been the same. you just throw her away to go chase the next girl. oh, okay, and now you say that she's not letting you and her friend be together? KAY NO. all she said was that she never wants to lose her best friend. what kind of fucked up world do you live in where thats considered shit talking, and not letting people be together? shes clearly upset, but shes not the person to ruin someones relationship. you've got a bad rep, man, and every girl knows it.
fuck off. kthanks.