hi, i'm roselle
i've always been torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is, being outwardly unhappy pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen. i mean of course i have a couple of friends that i trust with the world, but there is only so much your friends can listen to. but on the other hand, to pretend everything is fine when it's really not is to lie to yourself from the inside out; to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have people thinking you are melodramatic or just seeking attention, or to drown in your own mind and live a lie? im not one of those people who are constantly depressed, i mean, im actually usually happy. either way, this is my story. this is where i can post exactly whats on my mind, and if you dont like it, if you think i'm pessimistic, or over-emotional, then i guess thats up to you.

highschool's gonna be hell. eighteen days left. ima die.
in a way, im excited for highschool to start. i mean, its gonna be fun, right? meeting new people, going to more dances, doing more things... im just scared for the first couple days. i have to walk into that school knowing hardly anyone. about 1,197 unfamiliar faces. that is, if there's 1200 people like they told me. i have to take the bus too. what if i get on the bus and theres no empty seats? then i have to sit next to some random kid and be like, "HI :)"? yes that would be great for my reputation. as natalie said, i should sit beside some random HOT kid and be like, "haaiii ;)". im not usually a shy person, but when i dont know anyone, i am. just watch, im gonna be that one loner kid who's lost, wandering around the hallways after class has started.
wish me luck.
ps. i need better things to write about. my lifes boring, man.

i love summer. ALRIGHT SO.. at first i kinda thought that this summer was pretty boring. i mean like, sure i'm doing something everyday, but nothing really special. but now i'm thinking again. i fucking love going to the mall with kailyn. i think we've turned off every hot guy on the planet by staring blankly at them for 20 mins straight, then stalking them around the mall for the rest of the day, but thats fucking hilarious. i dont know what i'd do without summer.

i loved yesterday. random foreign, ass-ugly guy comes up to me showing me a 5 dollar bill, and starts talking in some fucked language, saying something about 'exchange'. he was fully talking to me for like 5 mins, when he gave up and left. kailyn thought he wanted a prostitute ♥. i love life.

other than that, nothings really new in the roselle department. just old news, like how 2 bitches... one a whore, and one a fat ass, decided to ressurect from hell to get involved in other peoples lives, and expose them across the world... but just saying. i've already expressed my hate towards these 2 people over msn and shit, so whatever.
i love bitches. they make my life funner.
kpce.

( LLLL ) laugh your heart out, dance in the rain
cherish the moment, ignore the pain
live, laugh, love. forgive and forget.
life's too short to be living with regrets.
live and learn. forget and forgive.
and remember, you only get one life to live. ♥